Gwyneth Paltrow has a new feature in the New York Times where she admits to receiving extensive backlash from the public when she separated from Chris Martin back in 2014. During that time a magazine labeled her as the “the most hated celebrity in the world” due to the way she handled the announcement of the breakup.

She recalled being shocked that she was even more hated than Chris Brown, which has been in hot water since the Riri incident. Ironically, the same week that she was labeled “the most hated” she was also PEOPLE’S “Most Beautiful Woman.”

Since her separation with Chris Martin, the couple has proceeded to co-parent their daughter, Apple, 14, and son Moses, 12. Paltrow is now engaged to Brad Flachuk, and Martin is dating Fifty Shades actress Dakota Johnson.